The TrialRecently I got caught up in a little debate on You Tube re: the meaning of "The Trial" in The Wall. It's difficult to get into the meaning of that song in the You Tube comments section because you're restricted to 500 characters, and ... I can't do ANYTHING with 500 characters, but I've been thinking about it so ...
I've seen that movie about 4,302 times, give or take, and Pink Floyd is one of my favorite bands. When life gets to me, it's not uncommon for me to revert to the scripture of Floyd ... or my other Bible, the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy (and subsequent books). So, I feel a need to break down the song tonight. I'm sure others have different interpretations, and so be it ...
Good morning, The Worm, Your Honour,
The Crown will plainly show,
The prisoner who now stands before you,
Was caught red-handed showing feelings.
Showing feelings of an almost human nature.
Pink is coming down and having a rock bottom moment, hallucinating and generally freaking out. He's spent his life bottling up his emotions after the death of his father, living with his overprotective mother, and going through the mind-numbing process of rote "education." The Wall that he has built has served to fuel his creative side in a manner, but has resulted in a disastrous life in terms of personal relationships and growth. He's been turned into a commodity by the music machine, and his fans don't even really understand what he's singing about anymore. They're just hedonistic little sheep. Google any interview with Roger Waters in relation to this album and you'll see where this all comes from, there isn't a lot of interpetation necessary.
This will not do.
Call the schoolmaster!
I always said he'd come to no good,
In the end, Your Honour.
If they'd let me have my way,
I could have flayed him into shape.
But my hands were tied.The bleeding hearts and artists,
Let him get away with murder.
Let me hammer him today.
The schoolmaster is an object of scorn, as is the mother, because he had no other goal but to whip Pink into conformity ... and no will or strength to do otherwise, since the schoolmaster was a cuckholded little man who probably had an overbearing woman (assumed, never actually shown to Pink) ruling his every move. He took it out on the children, had no vision of them ever being any more than what he was doomed to be.
You little shit, you're in it now.
I hope they throw away the key.
You should've talked to me more often than you did.
But no! You had to go your own way.
Have you broken any homes up lately?
Just five minutes, Worm, Your Honour,
Him and me alone.Baaaaaabe!
There is no indication in the movie or the album that the wife was anything like the hateful caricature portrayed, but can you blame him for thinking of her this way? She left him ... just one more person who left him. And worse, she was the one he chose (unlike his family, his teachers, or his fans), the one he at one point thought could be different ... his dad left, his mother was emotionally distant after his dad died, his agents didn't give a rat's ass. Part of The Trial is him seeing that his belief about her "betrayal" is flawed. She didn't leave him, he left her - if he was ever there to begin with.
Come to Mother, baby.
Let me hold you in my arms.
M'Lord, I never meant for him to get in any trouble.
Why'd he ever have to leave me?
Worm, Your Honour, let me take him home.
Mother could take him home, but it would be to the same empty shell. She didn't want him for him, she wanted him for the surrogate he provided after her husband died. He was an afterthought, completely ignored except in the context of her own need to protect someone after she was unable to protect his father.
Bars in the window.
There must have been a door there in the wall.
For when I came in.
He realizes at this point that if he got himself into this state, he can get himself out. Huge breakthrough.
The evidence before the court is incontrovertible.
There's no need for the jury to retire.
In all my years of judging I have never heard before,
Of someone more deserving of the full penalty of the law.
The way you made them suffer,
Your exquisite wife and mother,
Fills me with the urge to defecate!
No, Judge, the jury!
Since, my friend, you have revealed your deepest fear,
I sentence you to be exposed before your peers.
Tear down the wall!
He realizes, finally, that he has allowed a lifetime of other people's issues to mold who he is and how he reacts to the world, and that it has destroyed him. It was a valid reaction, really, given his circumstances, but it was killing him. People were able to use that barrier to their advantage - he was just a drug addled genius who could be manipulated into making them money, after all. His fans loved him for his entertainment value, but didn't care about his own personal trials ... without his troubles, he would be of no use to them because he never would have been able to produce the music that they chanted to in their own little angst. For him to heal would be his undoing, in a sense, but the only way to escape that is to strip away the wall he has built to protect him from everyone and to take the financial and "superstar" repercussions.
And then the movie ends.
All alone, or in twos
The ones who really love you
Walk up and down outside the wall
Some hand in hand
Some gathering together in bands
The bleeding hearts and the artists
Make their stand
And when they've given you their all
Some stagger and fall after all it's not easy
banging your heart against some mad buggers.
There were always people out there to help him, but they couldn't get through and some of them gave up ... but some are still there to help him recover, and those are the true.
I don't think this is uncommon in the superstar world. Cobain clearly felt it, and although she isn't quite the genius of either Cobain or Pink/Waters, I feel a certain amount of sympathy for Lindsey Lohan in the same vein. The public feeds off of her (their) weaknesses in a heartless and predatory way.
And that's all I have to say about that.